Caught in the grip of human despair
Again I find myself all alone
Clenching my fists, I close my eyes
Nothing I share with this inferior earth
Desolation and pain are at one with myself
d**h remains my source of strength
In time to come we'll be united
And eternally I'll rest far below God's heaven
I endlessly stare out into the void
Overcome by waves of sadness
I feel drowned and morally defeated
Emotions beyond this pitiful existence
I will not endure this mortal strain
Given one choice to abandon this world
I sense my demise, it is so near
Garnering the strength to terminate my life
Omniscient that this curse is now dead and buried
I welcome d**h with outstretched arms
My soul descends far from this plane
Freedom at last from my decayed skin