I'm living this nightmare that I can't get out of
Everything that was mine's been taken away from me
Nothing even feels true anymore
Nothing even feels right
Alcohol isn't the solution
I'm tired of people saying things they don't mean
It's been a while since I've had a good night's sleep
And I think that I should take a break.
I wanna be happy,
It's been a while
It's been a bitter life,
I think I've forgotten how to smile
I want a break from everything,
I need an escape from reality
Wanna go to a cafe. get a cup of coffee and look back
at the good old times, again and again
My Utopia faded away just like that
I'm lost in a world where everybody's happy
A smile on my face, but my heart is in despair
And this mask is something that I cannot wear
I wanna be happy,
It's been a while,
And I can't stay behind these closed doors forever.
I want a break from everything,
I need an escape from reality
Wanna go to a cafe. get a cup of coffee and look back
at the good old times, again and again
I don't know what to do,
Don't know where to go
I don't know where to hide,
From everybody's words
I don't know what to do,
Don't know where to go
I don't know where to hide,
From everybody's words
My Utopia faded away just like that
Nothing even feels right