Its digging deep in my conscience
Seeping in through my skin
My will continues to falter
I'm feeling weak in my limbs
I've become
The man I feared
His face stares back
(stares back from the mirror)
I never planned to be
A f**ing hypocrite
I never planned for guilt
To make me feel so sick
It won't leave the room
It won't leave my mind
The thoughts ever present
It won't leave my side
How'd I conceive such hate
When were so alike
What's the point of forgiveness
I'm numb to the lies
Its digging deep in my conscience
Seeping in through my skin
My will continues to falter
I'm feeling weak in my limbs
I tell myself its not my fault
And redemption out of reach
I'm placing blame on circumstance
Just so i can sleep ( so i can sleep)
I've become
The man i feared
His face stares back
(stares back from the mirror)
I never planned to be
A f**ing hypocrite
I never planned for guilt
To make me feel so sick
It won't leave the room
It won't leave my mind
The thoughts ever present
It won't leave my side
How'd i conceive such hate
When were so alike
And whats the point of forgiveness
I'm numb to the lies
Its digging deep in my conscience
Seeping in through my skin
My will continues to falter
I'm feeling weak in my limbs
If we're all valued on the wait of our sin
I no longer feel comfortable in my own skin
In my own skin
I feel embarra**ed
Nothing short of ashamed
Feeling accountable
Harboring blame
Enveloped by the thought
Its hard to explain
Knowing it makes up who I am
And all I knows I'm afraid
Uncertainties my guide
Its guarding my way
Leading me from all that matters
Slowly watching it fade
When I should latch on to the message
Making sure that its safe
So I can promise to myself
I won't repeat my mistakes
In my skin