I lost myself in what I thought was home
I built a fortress I could call all my own
I told myself I finally found peace
At least for once, I didn't feel alone
It felt like I haven't slept in weeks
I close my eyes, only to see
A different angle only which to perceive
My rendition of the way things should be
My chest is heavy and I'm struggling to breath
Long forgotten by those closest to me
I'm at my end and now I'm down on my knees
I know its bad but it's just not how it seems
My chest is heavy (I'm struggling to breathe)