(Verse 1 - AB): I ask her Why you blaming me? When people ask what happened, why are you framing me They ask who, stop naming me Stop faking, stop hating, stop pointing fingers Claiming big egos are typical of DJs, rappers and singers Trying to rule out it was your fault While my heart was teared, you never cared, like you hid your emotions in a locked vault Baby tell 'em what you think, go ahead I'm moving on, thinking about her instead The end of it got me dizzy felt like I couldn't see I'm the DJ, yet the tables were turning on me Get it? Probly not, because you never listen, which is probly the reason our separation grew so distant Trying hard to recover, yet I know I probably can't She's got my head in the clouds and I don't know when it will land Forget it ever happened, I guess that's what I gotta do So when people ask "who," I'll stop naming you Like you I'm lonely too, but you don't have a clue, of what I go through so come and let me show you Fake smiles, running miles, chasing things that don't seem real So I'm sitting here, writing songs to show you how I feel Staring at my phone waiting for her to send a text Yeah, those other girls are good, but I just want the best So maybe you can tell me when or if that's gonna happen Until then, i'll be in your headphones softly rapping I'm waiting for that apology to be sent to me I'm sick of her acting like she's not even a friend to me This heartbroken mind state's an unfortunate entity
I'm hoping for a chance to turn these dreams into memories (Hook - JL) (Verse 2 - MM): We done been through everything, from heaven onto hell But was it all worth it? Only time could tell That new man you got, he ain't gonna be there long And you'll be right back to me, yup, once he's gone Put my hands through my hair, sitting frustrated You think this was my fault? Quit, girl, who you playing? Blaming me? I don't even know what I did When I gave you Derek roses, you gave me the same Bull sh** This one's on me? Not me, not never Keep hurting myself, but I'm moving on for the better You scream, I scream, things start to get heated But the end is the worst: we both just end up defeated You got cold like the wind, Northface and North pole But I got like Santa and got 3 hoes Now your pushing, your shoving girl, please don't bring me here Never hit a girl, but I'm fighting back these tears I'm sick of the secrets and I'm sick of the lying Had the right watch, but just the wrong timing Nights spend consoling you, consoling you and holding you Something's gotta be controlling you, now tell me who's provoking you Who brought this misery, who brought this pain I playing in this game, figure out who's to blame Through this experience there is one thing I learned: I'm not close to it and you ain't damn near perfect When my truth emerges and comes up from the surface You made my life, you made it all worth it