[Hook]
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this
[Verse 1: 360]
f** I'm sick of this anxiety
Feel like my brain is a ma**ive gang fighting me
It's the last thing I want but it's fast in
Feeling like this sh** is taking over and I can't think
Honestly I'm on the brink of insanity
With no luck and no f**ing grip on reality
I try to block it out but it's too hard to keep ignoring
How can I when I don't know the reason for it
I wish I didn't have to react
This depression yo it has to be that
I'm having panic attacks
Doctors want to give me anti-depressants
But f** that I know that it won't answer the questions
Yo I need some love, tried to see a shrink
But I f**ing hate it always feel like I'm being judged
To most people yo I know I'm not seeming f**ed
I've got the best shield I'm knowing how to keep it up
[Hook]
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this
[Verse 2: 4TH]
It's like I always live in the past tense
Think of the steps to here, quick to discard them
Always missing a mark and
Picking apart what I did and what I can't get
Best friendin' me to myself it seems
My energy's giving a selfish means
My self esteem's driven by my never content nature
I love the chase never shelf the dream
No matter how unattainable it may be
Cause even if I fall short it's all forward, maybe
Till the devil that's on my shoulder
Tells me silver lining looks better a little golder
Damn, In the mirror like look at yourself
Where's your head at you're crooked as hell
Got me reaching for that angel
In need of a halo
Instead I'm right here speaking to a stranger
[Hook]
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this