They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- I'm losin my mind
Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry
Fallin to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord
But he ignores me unfortunately cause I'm guilty
Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless -- I'm chokin off
Marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin focus
Fallin to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die?
Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high
Don't mention funerals I'm stressin, and goin nutty
And reminiscin bout them n***as that murdered my buddy
I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin funny
Flashbacks of bustin caps, anything for money
Where am I goin I discovered, can't nothin save me
My next door neighbor's havin convo with undercovers
Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it
Happy birthday b**h, you know you shouldn'ta did it
X2
Everybody's dyin am I nextx3
I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast
Everybody's dyin am I next, who can I trust?
Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust?
Or will they k** me while I'm sleepin, two to the head
While I'm in bed, leakin blood on my satin sheets
Is there a heaven for a baller? I'm gettin suspicious
Of this b**h the line busy everytime I call her
Now she's tellin me to visit, who else is home?
I check the house before I bone, so we all alone
After I nut I hit the highway, see ya later
To all the players watch the fly way a n***a played her
The b**h is tellin all her homies -- that I can f** her
Like no other now them other b**hes wanna bone me
I'm under pressure gettin drunk, somebody help me
I drink a fifth of Hennesey I don't think it's healthy
I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast
I watch the five-oh's roll, the motherf**ers pa**
X2
[Everybody's dyin am I next]x3
I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast
They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- no need to lie
I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry
Nowhere to rest I'm losin homies, ain't that a b**h
When I was rich I had clout, now a n***a's lonely
I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer
I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there?
Then tell me am I lost cause I'm lonely
I thought I had friends but in the end a n***a dies lonely
Nowhere to run I'm in terror, and no one cares
A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there
Is there a future for a k**er? I change my ways
But still that don't promise me the next day
So I stay Thuggin with a pa**ion, forever blastin
I'm bustin on these motherf**ers in my madness
They wonder if I'm hellbound... well Hell
Can't be worse than this, cause I'm in Hell now
X2
[Everybody's dyin am I next]x3
I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast
I ain't scared to die
Do you wanna live forever?
Are you scared, to die?