[Intro: Shady F]
Yeah Boii
We in the studio right now in some rappin' session with my lil boii Trazz
He's about to k** the beat tell em sumthin' about your life you know what I mean?
Okay, leggo
[Hook]
If you could look back at my life would you talk about me?
If you could see what I've been thru' would you do whitout me?
Cus' I can't change the hands of time or re-write my story 'bout my life
This is my life (life) This is my life (life)
[Verse 1: Trazz]
If I'm talkin' 'bout my life I tell you the truth
You can't tell me sh** I decide my next move
Yeah, I know I made many bad decisions
I can make my own choices but I got provisions
It all started with a boy who went to school
He got bullied and acted like a fool
He wasn't good lookin' and he wasn't strong
He was at home gamin' all night long
Walkin' around listenin' to music with his head down
He wrote lyrics hopin' someday he's wearin' the crown
I still remember how often I wanted to give up
I don't know through the years I had much bad luck
Talkin' bout problem I won't even start with the love
It won't fit in one song and it's not what I wanna rap of
Sometimes I wish I could go back and fix mistakes
But that's not possible even tho' I got what it takes
[Hook]
If you could look back at my life would you talk about me?
If you could see what I've been thru' would you do whitout me?
Cus' I can't change the hands of time or re-write my story 'bout my life
This is my life (life) This is my life (life)
[Verse 2: Trazz]
Often I have that damn feelin' that I'm useless
But then I hurt someone and I notice I'm ruthless.(sh**)
I'm just tryin' to make everythin' right
But I f** up even more and I fight
I fight for my friends even tho' I'm a bad friend
Everythin' is cool well that's what I pretend
Smile now, cry later that's what Pac said
But it's hard to smile with all the hatered
It's like I'm doin' everythin' wrong and I'm sorry
Then I say I'm gonna change don't worry
I've been tryin' to change but it's not that easy
Just gimme a chance I know I'm uneasy
Well let's say there's one girl who's special
But I'm not gonna say much bout her she's just especial
Yeah, my life is f**ed up and only bullsh**
Even tho' we got money and I don't belong to the poorest
[Hook]
If you could look back at my life would you talk about me?
If you could see what I've been thru' would you do whitout me?
Cus' I can't change the hands of time or re-write my story 'bout my life
This is my life (life) This is my life (life)