Lately I don't feel like myself
I get rid of the days like I'm someone else
I lost my face; I lost my ways;
For all I know I'm stuck in this maze
I am my own single f**ing threat
I am my own, but I'm losing control
For all I know I'm stuck in this maze
With my thoughts caught in a dead loop:
Where do I go? What do I do? – There are no answers
I guess I'll stay here just a little longer
Cause I'm afraid of what I'll find behind the next door
I try and try; I fall and fall
But I'm getting tired of getting back up again
I try and try; I fall and fall
But I'm getting tired of getting back up again
Another chapter, another verse
Another day, still stuck with the same curse
Isolated inside the grey
With all the horrors I keep within me
Nothing has changed really
‘Guess that I'm finally aware I'm still the only one who's standing in my way
So here I am, writing this letter to yours truly – a d**h note to my former self:
“We got a long way, but it's time to cut the rope
This isn't working out, I'm better off alone
Don't grieve, it's for the better
No kind regards, I'm f**ing done with you.”
Shelter ‘me' six feet deep
So I can be the person I need to be
From ashes new life grows
So burn me down for the world to bloom