Amoja Sumler - Despise lyrics

I despise that which I crave, And I crave that which I despise, The Emptiness I brave, The only reward realized. Tumultuous affairs, Affairs that are quite torrid, the skeletons they stare, empty ghostly horrid, Gaze into my face, Face my inner fear, Your hear your heart replaced, The crowd begins to jeer, Exhaling wishes... wishing to exhale, from bleeding, pulse is missing, Complete journey straight through hell. I despise that which I crave, And I crave that which I despise, The Emptiness I brave, The only reward realized. Road through hell demanding, demanding a new road, leaving understanding, floating in the moat. The Moat of self mire, Admiring yourself. Your ego fans the fire, emotions can't be shelved... you still are my desire. emotions won't be shelved.