American Diary - Poster Boy lyrics

I'll drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol never looked so good on paper im the narrator, im not writing it down i'll hold it in my poison and ill pray it doesnt come back up im not a poster boy but im burning lives and crossing bridges to be a part of this friday night routine and isnt this pathetic how we lie and tell you stories for the glory we face our lives by atalizise and by the bottle ill drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol never looked so good on paper im the narrator im not writing it down ill hold it in my poisen and pray it doesnt come back up im not a poster boy my reputation only goes as deep as the bottom of my pocket. and your jealous cause i love what i do and i do what i want to and isnt this pathetic how we lie and tell you stories for the glory we live our lifes in headlines action spotlights but behind the curtain i never feel so prouded when i know youre around ill drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol never looked so good on paper im the narrator im not writing it down ill hold it in my poisen and pray it doesnt come back up im not a poster boy let me describe to you a story of a boy who swallowed pills fascinated with s** and violence to young to know what he figured out that this world is full of violence insist to run him down if he can learn to trust himself only family and loving friends can ever hurt him ill drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol never looked so good on paper im the narrator im not writing it down ill hold it in my poisen and pray it doesnt come back up im not a poster boy i never feel so prided when i know youre around for a moment i feel brilliant like the coolest kids in town the world is full of violence that run him down if he learns to trust himself only family and loving friends can ever hurt him