Ambuscade Undeclinable - Waste Of Time lyrics

What's this I feel, Im weak and on my knees Im choking on my bile, if Im smart I try not to think for awhile A part of me wants to deny what will come Deception, the dwelling in agony I can't stand that I am losing this game Was I too eager after your affection? This rejection is more that I can take Was it just to surface that I got into? I overcome what is done, I haven't lost for so long The next sunrise will be the worst in my life The enemy is trying to rip out my heart They smile when I bleed before them I can't stand that I am losing this game Was I too eager after your affection? This rejection is more that I can take Was it just to surface that I got into? Youre a waste of time she said You will never be mine, no