AllttA - Paradise Lost lyrics

Paradise is lost Be it not for nothing I carry ice like a cross To the fire I've been hunting Getting warmer as I walk For I never find the boarder To the circles I will talk in Now I'm only sweat and water Paradise is lost I carry ice like a cross To the fire I've been hunting Getting warmer as I walk For I never find the boarder To the circles I will talk in Now I'm only sweat and water Something told me My mind is likely to deceive me Gotta find my hope I have hung like this for too long With nothing to believe in Cost of being on my own To question all is not the way To pull us from the stratosphere Someone had to love first To question all is not the way To pull us from the stratosphere Someone had to love first Day and night I was tending There was always something crumbling I was defending till I found it humbling Day and night I was tending There was always something crumbling I was defending till I found it humbling Paradise is lost Be it not for nothing I carry ice like a cross To the fire I've been hunting Getting warmer as I walk For I never find the boarder To the circles I will talk in Now I'm only sweat and water I ain't giving up on nothing But meet me in the middle Got to know I ain't a puppet Just show me something simple You can keep the unexplained May I never cease to want it Plus it keeps me entertained On the days I've become conscious