Allrounda - Sinking Deeper lyrics

[Intro] Yeah. This song is dedicated to those who are living a Hell everyday, without a voice, without anybody to lean on. I'm here for you [Verse 1] Waking up in the morning, it's another day Im up stretching and yawning, mind is half awake Time to get ready for school, but I don't want to go Because there's nothing there for me besides pain and jokes No girl, no friends, this ain't a happy story This is the life that I'm living, no one can tell it for me Getting picked on every day, the teachers never see I'm begging to the sky to send someone to help me Cuz I can't take it anymore, I'm at the end I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts in my head All I want is a reprieve from this madness A little break from reality before it starts again There's the bell, time to start my journey home As always, I'm making this trip alone I know that they're waiting for me on the outside Here's a toast to another unfair fight [Verse 2] Got home, bruised up with a busted lip My eye is swelling to the point I can't see through it I can hear yelling coming from the inside I'm pretty sure Dad is on another whisky high Scared to find Mom curled up in a bloody mess Or something worse, I know that he's been getting to it Walked right in, made a beeline straight towards my room Shut the door and locked it before I heard a "BOOM!" Now that Dad's gone, time to do some laundry These clothes are the only things I have on me Went to the next floor and I set the machine Before coming back and starting on my AP An hour later, I go back to retrieve my things And find my clothes missing, the work of thieves I'll find my shredded clothes in the trash within a week And hear the laughter of the kids in apartment 3 [Bridge] Take me, hold me, press me against your skin Feel my relief as I slide on you unhinged Come trade your pain for my sweet release I'm your only real friend, you can rely on me My sharp tongue will show you pleasures for your relief Yes, it feels good, don't you see? Come relay, tell me about your tale of sorrow If we don't have enough time, we'll go tomorrow [Verse 3] Nobody in this world could give a lick about me What's the point of living life if my soul is dying? Bullied everywhere, there's no haven for me There's never any peace, only hate unfolding Better to just end it now and be done with it It's not like anybody close would really give a sh** Beaten by my Dad, Mom is never doing nothing I wish that she would have the courage to stand up for something But it never shows, blow after blow I'm left to fend for myself against this cold That's the way it goes, school and broken nose The teachers never see, the punches being thrown Why can't I be alone? Why can't I just go home? Why is it kids like me, have to perish unknown? Until my suicide why does no one else care? Everyone's on the wagon to say a prayer