Allday - You Don't Know lyrics

[What up Mac Miller. Shut up, hate when they do that. Allday] And they used to call me ugly Now it seems funny Looking back now I never would have thought I'd get this far And they used to call me chubby Guess I got lucky So unless you were around all the way back then at the start Shut the f** up you don't know Did you know me as a fat lonely kid and My only way to smile was a black Sony Discman School grades low I'm in the hallways always Tagging things taking out my agonies in the wrong ways You don't know my pain I don't know your pain You weren't there before the main meal for the entrée On the bus nervous and I'm huddled with my bag And the older kids tell me that I'm ugly and I'm fat And everyday I go to school I was f**ing up so bad Everybody wants to father me except my f**ing dad And I don't even mind because my life is really nice But don't act like you know me if you've only seen me twice Coz the same ones calling me names once Wanna take photos and have conversations That is just life and were smiling for the cameras Until we get old and they no longer flatter us And they used to call me ugly Now it seems funny Looking back now I never would have thought I'd get this far And they used to call me chubby Guess I got lucky So unless you were around all the way back then at the start Shut the f** up you don't know Did you know I that I prefer to be alone But I never am because I'm petrified of silence And did you know that I'm eternally alone Coz my body can never be the same place my mind is And I can't take a breath cause I'm just so anxious And I can't stop drinking I mean just to manage Everybody's talking sh** and I can't understand it Kinda like they speak another language That I don't know - and I laugh along with their jokes But I'm not even listening I'm just off on my own I throw parties full of strangers to feel worry free But I don't wanna see them all I just wanna sleep So I sit out on the lawn of the house across the street And only go inside once everybody leaves And the clocks ticking louder I only notice now Coz without all the people its like time is slowing down It's like time is slowing down It's like time is slowing down It's like time is slowing down And they used to call me ugly Now it seems funny Looking back now I never would have thought I'd get this far (Look how far I came) And they used to call me chubby Guess I got lucky So unless you were around all the way back then at the start Shut the f** up you don't know