7 AM and I’m walking again Back to bury myself in the snow With a part of me gone and its hard to hold To a person that I used to know And it k**s me inside I am buried alive I am nothing but flesh over bone But I can’t think about I’m not going to change I’m better off being alone Better off being alone The drug, the drug is what understands me Silence stole the voices in my head Drink myself to d**h on c**aine candy Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead When they find me dead In the back of the house with a gun in my mouth And a mirror in front of my face I have looked for a reason just one simple reason For why I am worth being saved But I’ll never get out so I put the gun down It’s a slow suicide that I choose So I give in again I sit down and breath in I don’t care about what I will lose What I will lose The drug, the drug is what understands me Silence stole the voices in my head Drink myself to d**h on c**aine candy Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead When they find me dead I feel like this will never end The curse under my skin More than air I breathe You must believe I need the drug I’m always on the run From the addict I’ve become More than air I breathe You must believe I need the drug I need the drug You must believe I need the drug I need the drug You must believe I need the drug The drug, the drug is what understands me Silence stole the voices in my head Drink myself to d**h on c**aine candy Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead