Alkaline Trio - Fall Victim (demo) lyrics

Not sure how this is supposed to feel Cutting like a red hot knife of surgical steel Brought fresh from the autoclave She came, she came with sterile warnings Screaming from her blade Singing, I wanna make you bleed I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim To double suicide on your television We heard our records backwards too many times I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time Down on my knees, but not to pray Hit so hard across the skull it buckled my legs They told me I had hell to pay I came, I came too close to heaven Had nothing to say for myself I had to walk away I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim To double suicide on your television We heard our records backwards too many times I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time Wasting our time, wasting our time I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim To double suicide on your television We heard our records backwards too many times I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting ours