Alix - Last Words lyrics

[Verse 1] As I encrypt, this last and final verse Before I enter, into that solemn hearse Please lord, please lord, forgive me Yall don't know who I am, nothing more than a man I know my ego's big, but so is my dick Wait, I don't think I'm doing a good job Of introducing myself, f** the wealth I just wanted to be healthy, but as the fame grew And my name blew, in the wind like snowden I locked my self in cold cold snow den Trying to figure out the essense of life What is the color blue, escaping this planet Going on the moon, famishing, family, lamenting The past, I was nothing more than a fame addict But I really don't think you know me I was that lone tree, poem zoning Everyday at lunch, pondering about the fame Cus I knew I had it in me, new somethings weren't feeling right As the night fell, and I grew, I soon was quick realize My name was being pa**ed around, like mary jane Acting like a f**ing clown, amongst my friends I sip, on the energy, like zen I started engraving with the pen Loving the hoes, and turning yo girls From tight ends, to wide receievers Ya see I'm cleaver, huh yeah So as I leave you with these words to read And poems to write Please don't think I was a sacrifice [Hook] I know my views have changed [x4] These are the last words I write in my youth Shooting stars, falling and crashing [Verse 2] The second to last verse Is for all the fans I never had Trying to rap like shad The old prince mad I'm confused in this rap game of knot fuses I'm tryin to amuse a spark in my heart But all I can glaze Is rappers talking about fame I mean, yeah, we have the underground But when can the people hear that sh** That makes you load a hound into a truck And let that buckshot into the air I know im getting kinda lost in my thoughts Back to the subject at hand, let me share These confessed thoughts of a foursquared forsweare I swear to god, yall bearly know alix Ya bearly know yaself so I guess yall should be offended Offsensive, lets forget this, set it off like an alien And get blended, with all these stupid a** questions That come with a little bit of hype And gripe on that soil pipe Are we part of the USA anymore? Yall claim to be patriotic, but you doing nothing But being so quixotic Uh, yeah, I'm tryin to spit the truth But with a aquatic coupe I'm mussled by the youth Beligerance, ignorance, and ignant plants Of our soothe Do we really have a hope? Do we have a hope Have a hope A hope Hope Nope No Aight.......... .....