Alina Pleskova - Wonder Wheel lyrics

Jack, I found the blistered tip of summer swinging over the peninsula's edge, stoned rusalka run ashore in Little Odessa w/ pastel wig slanted, petrified in lip gloss viewed from above, this place springs a leak in my limbic system: waiting for parents & their friends to shop for discount furs upsurge in adolescent perversions & the black box glowing w/ bad channels just loud enough knees in the carpet, figuring out how to make myself shake & shake in a way no visitor could replicate or even mimic but I kept a list anyway asterisks next to those who came closest *** I'm talking out my want, Jack & I'm trying to remember which where I'm in now hang back in a mother tongue haze shaping Cyrillic aloud I just want to say аптека say русский кассеты say останься со мной but that's later *** We've been never since the start & what to do with it now I don't know if a poem could go on forever, Jack, as you say but Kim just wrote on Twitter What else do we ruin our lives for & Alice Notley wrote, I'll f** up your life your cute life & Masha Tupitsyn wrote, on Alice Notley, Why shouldn't you not know what hit you? I thought it'd be more years of men repeating my jokes but louder instead I just swallowed something electric what I mean is how doomed are we who despite our intelligence believe in retrograde panic & the redemptive properties of shoegaze raspberry kush ceiling fans blue moon magic sage the pull-out method a trap street in England called Lye Close it all might be real if no feeling's final I'll pick a point to steady myself call it horizon or the simulacrum I hold fast anyway & see for how long Jack, if you keep me talking one day, I'll tell you what I'm really thinking about