Alice In Videoland - Numb lyrics

I'm numb I can't fell my arms I can't feel my legs I can't feel my body I can't feel my head I can't come around Don't know what to feel I'm nailed to the ground I'm too wounded to heal I've got blood on my hands A hole in my heart I'm afraid of my thoughts and I'm falling apart I'm surrounded by fear I'm stuck in despair And if I'll make it from here I'll be good, I swear I'm dreaming away I'm making excuses Somebody say I'm not totally useless Give me a reason, give me a sign Something to stop me from losing my mind I'm blind I can't see a thing I can't hear a word I can't even bring myself to be heard I wanna get out I'm locked up for good If i speak, if a shout I'll be misunderstood I've got blood on my hands A hole in my heart I'm afraid of my thoughts and I'm falling apart I'm surrounded by fear I'm stuck in despair And if I'll make it from here I'll be good, i swear