There i was, laid out on a table Screamin' sweat and bare feet to the floor In my life, i'd not soften Things that cut, and burn so often But i sit, think of somethin' Scared to face, the dyin' nothin' See the cycle i've waited for It ain't like that anymore Where i go is when i feel i'm able How i fight is why i'm feelin' sore In my sight, not forgotten Feel as though, a tooth were rotten Behind the smile, a tongue that's slippin' Buzzards cry, when flesh is rippin' See the cycle i've waited for It ain't like that anymore Here i sit writing on the paper Trying to think of words you can't ignore In my eyes, what i'm lacking Score at face, a ten for slacking Sign the deal, set in motion Smaller fish, so huge the ocean See the cycle i've waited for It ain't like that anymore