[Verse 1: Alfredo Grey] I was just a kid growing up with TV as my Step Dad Looking at Sitcoms are memories I do have Looking at toys like "Mom I want it real bad" "I want it real bad" "I want it real bad" I wanted those games like I wanted my dick grabbed The only kid at lunch with a Game boy Advanced Wanted to be the top face, So bad Wanted to be the first kid, Sin bad The Nightmares are no longer stopping me I feel like every day I win the lottery You chose to be my enemy I display my ability On point are my deliveries Conducting like a symphony Ah girl, when will you learn This list of regrets is the one thing you gotta burn And I will devastate, a**a**inate and dominate Anybody who steps up to me will have to pay I be away for a while but I'm here to stay Let me chill up in my crib, you can come and play Girls love the D like a Sandy B movie I get that p**y Day N' Night like I am Kid Cudi All about me, So leave me alone Only thing I put before "i" is my phone Getting it right, trying to grow with my girl Making amends with my Past like My Name Is Earl I hold the Pain, within my heart If you were me, you'd fall apart I know the progress is slow But if you listen close, I been here before I been here before I been here before I know the progress slow But if you listen close, if you listen close, you know that I been here before Shades of Grey turn my nightmares to reality Its more than rap, I'm telling you a story I got sk**s Don't you hear me I got sk**s You should fear me Deep in the cut I'm feeling to devourer I like my girls sweet and my Whiskey Sour Beasting till it's midnight, Then I start a New Day Hit you with that Pig Latin, Uck-Fay Ou-Yay I get on a track and I demolish sh** And I've had to fit these girls when my dicks to big Nobody does it like me I get in, I come up, I dig deep I DIG DEEP I got that type of music make you put your gla**es on In the night time until the break of dawn 25 k** streak I'm k**ing them all Making my way out the Sandlot, You're k**ing Me Smalls I was the joke of the family, laugh it up I've accomplished more than most of yall, hit me up The biggest difference that's between You and I Is I came back to Life after Suicide I'm burning hotter than a f**ing flame I'm not here to fit in, I'm here to make change I been through endless pain, tell me that ain't tough Shades in the night time cuz the world ain't Dark enough I got that type of music make you put your gla**es on In the night time until the break of dawn 25 k** streak I'm k**ing them all Making my way out the Sandlot, You're k**ing Me Smalls You're k**ing Me Smalls You're k**ing Me Smalls Making my way out the Sandlot, You're k**ing Me Smalls Big Shout Out to Amara Big Shout Out to anybody whose ever had my back Thank you guys I got that type of music make you put your gla**es on In the night time until the break of dawn 25 k** streak I'm k**ing them all Making my way out the Sandlot, You're k**ing Me Smalls You're k**ing me Smalls 25 k** streak I'm k**ing them all Making my way out the Sandlot, You're k**ing Me Smalls Yeah, A Storm is Coming Grey Clouds are Coming