Alfa Mist - Closer lyrics

[Verse 1: Alfa Mist] Step away from the madness Breathe the cold air deep in my lungs and submit to the sadness Commit to withdraw from the battle Gotta jump sh** and hope that I land in the saddle Handle my heart or wear my heart on my sleeve But I'm never really sure of what I hope to achieve And I never felt the cool from the rope of release Tether to the core like dope to a fiend So far the road's been open and free There were a couple of tolls, I've had a couple of fees Couple of times I've been on a couple of knees Wishing for a couple of hours or even minutes of peace Head spinning from the turbulent sea Scanning the horizon for a little faith in my breed Placing my feet among the space I'm making my sleep Hoping the path I'm on is really destined for me [Hook: Alfa Mist?] Why do we go far? Why do we go? When we're just tryin to get closer Tell me, why do we go far? Why do we go? When we're just trying to get closer Trying to get closer [Verse 2: Lester Duval] I'm wary I flirt I'm here in a lurge Meant to be clear in my head but I'm hearin the feds Sirens, side effects have been in fear of the meds Stay clear from the medics my peers weren't here when I bled I don't want to years up the critic Over beers and whether is come low searching for my turneress Lost seaken knowledge with holes in my jean pockets Don't want a clean office I know that I'll see losses But don't wanna leave profit ‘less I'm feelin hot in this Displaced where am I? Here am I Quiet wife mixphase we're aligned Just until whenever I get displaced I can make mixtapes on my mistakes and risk taken I knicked [?] but I misplaced him Here's the key to my heart but don't open it it's vacant I'm misplaced and home is a bit crazy [Hook: Alfa Mist?] Why do we go far? Why do we go? When we're just tryin to get closer Tell me, why do we go far? Why do we go? When we're just trying to get closer Trying to get closer [Bridge: Alfa Mist?] Why do we go far? Trying to get closer Why do we go far? Trying to get closer Why do we go far? Trying to get closer Why do we go far? Trying to get closer Why do we go far? Why? Why? Tell me why do go far? Why do we go? [Verse 3: Alfa Mist?] I brought my mentals to all my friends' phones Never stay too close until I went home It's usual they view me at my funeral I'll make that walking dead pose I recluse but I've lived once I bought a red rose I've been loved only after I divorced my ex though I thought my head broke A so it when I forced my pimp love Nearly took her with me to a comic expo Tell em toby if you wanna lets go I promise I'll let go I said no see I wasn't feelin what she said I'Ll be a modern jazz artist competin with the dead She ahs my heart but I'm leading with my head So it's the matter of my mind that's defeating me instead Is this the life I purchased, deny my service Am I while worth it? Ah gad I perfect despite my urges I create a rift couldn say it when in fact I stay in drift And that's the way it is