Alexander Dreamer - Against Being Alone lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah My pops died when my grandmother did All these tears taught a n***a how to live Mom died when my grandfather did Hope I make something of my grandparents wish My grandmother was I biggest fan My grandfather was my biggest helping hand My parents aren't really sure on who I am My family know me but don't seem to comprehend I'm a whole different person to understand Cause now my peers see me as the motherf**ing man My Ex reminds me that I am only just a man My new girl is inspiration for my plans My plans may never bring me to success My music just lets me get it off my chest Since I am telling, that life is just a test My Life is nothing till I teach what I possess My Plans may never bring me to success My music just lets me get it off my chest Since I am telling, life is just a test My life is nothing till I teach what I possess [Chorus] Ever Since I Blow trees I just haven't been the same Yet Still I take advantage of this vantage I have gained I see life is not a game Through the sitting of my brains It's harder to find the pain even harder to find the pleasure Yeah I'm still finding my way Shoutout to my grind Realizing the luxury's, the reason of still being alive I am down with company, I hate being alone So baby you should come with me if you down for a ride [Verse 2] Its amazing how much I love you when i struggle love with my mother The world says I can't replace her but for you I find another Say f** that and I want you And its clear that we want each other When I lose you I will have lost you both And I will keep it 100 My old girl she lie to me and she told me she love me That's bullsh** and at most I am lucky if she did want me No I refuse to have lied to you Cause I know that it brings pain So maybe I am a better person through living in my pain So sing me a song i love singing with s** Sing me a song girl i love singing with sands so Sing me a song girl i love singing with sands so [Chorus] Ever Since I Blow trees I just haven't been the same Yet Still I take advantage of this vantage I have gained I see life is not a game Through the sitting of my brains It's harder to find the pain even harder to find the pleasure Yeah I'm still finding my way Shoutout to my grind Realizing the luxury's, the reason of still being alive I am down with company, I hate being alone So baby you should come with me if you down for a ride