(alex)Slander - Seasons lyrics

Lemme guess the early bird got herself a worm But now she's bitter and cynical at the rest of the world She just doesn't understand the hurt Watching the blood run like paint down the front of her shirt Now she's in her own world, doesn't say a word But I can hear her clearly, eye's scream "don't come near me!" No, this isn't how it ends I know I need a better cause These laws they wrap around me tend to permeate my tissue soft But I'll remain strong dammit Standing on 2 broke legs for as long as I have two And when the cause calls to me no more May I fall to the land and return to soil again Now tell me this, you don't know that much about life, do you Let me take you underneath my broken wing and ruin it Cause we are specimens suspended in the gelatin Studied to no end in the name of progress, but it's evident Evidence we leave behind is eaten like breadcrumbs Screams that we echo through these halls hail from dead lungs I run in place for days to contemplate the actions But the truth is these patterns more or less resemble madness And it saddens me to realize it's only been a year Days extend and sense of self begins to fade I no longer stand intrepid in the face of my dreamscapes Cause now I travel inquiery with no gifts for the illiterate And spit shamelessly in the the face of my incubus Cause the season of longing is the no longer the hell That I have slipped into with no way back out Take my hand, we'll hop the train together And abandon all this for something better Remember? How we dreamt of it together The cold winter night we first spent in my bedroom Asleep at the helm of another misfortune Abhorent and sickly, coughing all over what we had Take me home, this rian isn't stopping And tomorrow morning the petricore will surly absorb us all Tossing and turning for these days on end I just can't get their goddamn nmaes out of my head Lost more than your acceptance, lost more than my firends I lost the state of mind that came with my safe childhoods end X years of age and labeled a cynic Cause when I look up around me I don't see anything differnt There are some of us who cannot wait to get pissed Like carnivores we feed on the flaws in exisance So stay with me and witness this gross display of innocence I'll work this machine until it's stripped of it's skin prison Dying in sunbeams, feeling how you wish to If only every morning could be this increadible There has to be some way of cheating the system Someone rig the axel, grease up the pistons Don't just settle, shoot for maxcimum efficiency If practice makes perfect we'll get this eventually Someone pound the nails out, tak the frame apart I hear inside lies a begrudgingly still betaing heart Let's take it out to study it, run around, have fun with it 'Til One of us trips and breaks the damn thing in their pocket But we'll glue it back on because it's moms favorite part And today is not the day that I get grilled for your mistakes Cause if we don't try hard enough the memories depart And you will never interupt the oceans tides with your name again (Take my hand we'll hop the train together And abandon all this for something better) Now there's no wa to folow yellow bricks out of Oz No more backwood trails around the loss (Take my hand we'll hop the train together And abandon all this for something better) Cause wecan't keep the past, can't create fact So hold on for life to the pieces that you have (Take my hand we'll hop the train together And abandon all this for something better) And so good riddence on whoever robberd us of this Searching for a purpose in the rubble of the obelisk (Take my hand we'll hop the train together And abandon all this for something better) There's gotta be something better