[Verse 1: Alex Antonio] I try to keep my composure Cuz every time they see me They tell me I'm getting colder Daddy you hurtin momma, momma you hurting daddy I'm praying that we'll be happy one day That's all I'm gon' say I took another shot then i went on broadway It never really changed they arguing again So I put to work it's money over pain You gotta feel me What you know about chilling in a dorm with depression? And every rich f** is connecting And you taking shots of whatever and you getting high off whatever Getting high makes it better so So I had to get it out fast Andre when they treat me like an outcast So I take another shot, when I'm all alone on my own Then I stop when the bottles empty [Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio] I am drifting away and I am (I never stop till the bottles empty) Drinking away my pain (Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty) The dark and lonely days where I just (I never stop till the liquors all gone) Can't seem to find my place (So I'm pouring my emotions on this song) [Verse 2: Alex Antonio] I try to keep my composure Cuz every time they see me They tell me I'm getting colder Momma you hurting daddy daddy you hurtin' momma This sh** isn't getting older but I didn't know till I was drunk With real emotions pouring out and filling up my cup Now looking at you're youngest son Popin' pills to go to sleep look at now what I've become Look at now what I've become drinkin' on some extra sh** Drinkin' till I'm extra drunk And driving cuz it's extra fun? Not safe momma, I don't have my head right So there must be reasons why I never fixed my headlight And I'm liven life dangerous Living life curiouskeeps me up at night Dear God if I take another shot I just wanna pa** over hard times When the bottles empty [Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio] I am drifting away and I am (I never stop till the bottles empty) Drinking away my pain (Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty) The dark and lonely days where I just (I never stop till the liquors all gone) Can't seem to find my place (So I'm pouring my emotions on this song) [Verse 3: Alex Antonio] I try to keep my composure, Cuz every time they see me They tell me that I'm loner Daddy was hurting daddy, momma was hurting momma This sh** is just causing drama, the winter was getting colder, And I wasn't ever sober, and I would've never told ya That I would just want shoulder cuz I would just be a soldier But now I just want alter my lifestyle Cuz I've been sittin on my a** While I'm waking up at two with a wallet with no cash And a car without no gas And memories when I was at Pace So I gotta fix all these wounds And stop taking shrooms N then I'll tell truth to my fan base That I'm insecure, my music is the cure But phony people think they gonna get a f**ing handshake but I didn't know till I was drunk With real emotions pouring out and filling up my cup So then I took my last shot Now the bottles empty [Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio] I am drifting away and I am (I never stop till the bottles empty) Drinking away my pain (Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty) The dark and lonely days where I just (I never stop till the liquors all gone) Can't seem to find my place (So I'm pouring my emotions on this song) [Outro: Alex Antonio] Dear Son, when you hear this, tell your mom I love her Tell her that I would never put any woman above her Tell her that you'll protect her and tell her that if she cryin' That maybe the world is darker but baby we'll make it shine