look at my eyes you are the first to see me cry look at my hands you know i used to lift them high look at my feet be the first to see me fall the first to see me fall look at my knees as i get down on the floor look at me bleed now that my dignity is gone look at my back you are the first to see me fall the first to see me fall Am I really what you idolize? do you want to see me feel me find the man behind the lies do you really want to look inside do you want to know what is on the other side hold my hand you are the first to see me broke hear my breathe feels like i am about to choke feel my fear be the first to see me fall the first to see me fall