Alec Zamora - This Is lyrics

[Verse 1] My ex is texting me Wishin' that she's next to me I know we work out s**ually But aren't the greatest mentally Are we really meant to be? Contemplate our past complications it's essentially Like we're friends and enemies Yea We ain't never change when we say we do Driving the extra mile Just to see your smile See I play the fool Claimin' that we'll change but it's not the same, well we ain't stayin' true Meeting up like Every other month What we came to do? That s** is nice What's next in life? Our love cuts deep, you got extra knives When you don't respond I go and text ya twice It's cause I know of them extra guys Lay in bed there's no rest cause I Overthink when I'm 'specially high I guess I must be obsessed cause I'm Getting stressed it's best that I Just let you go (Let you go) I should let you know (Let you know) As a student in the game I'm tryna be professional I will love you always and forever Ky it's best to show Even if I don't send you a text goodbye I guess you know That... [Hook] As much as I just love you I can't be with you Cause your touch is just as tough like I'm a fiend for you Havin' nightmares everyday because I dream for you I know I'll fear it'll never stay, that I see is true And well This is love This is being addicted to every single drug This is witnessing me never gettin' off that rush This is me never givin' them girls all my trust And it's real [Verse 2] Peace is at a standstill Three years go through the landfill My heart is filled with landmines When it explodes I can't feel Yea And that's selfish Um, I can't help you Look, I'm too selfless Cause, I can't tell you that You was just the poison I enjoyed as much as joints Our connection grew much weaker but I knew there was a point Now I'm not sayin' I hate you I'm just sayin' I wouldn't date you It's too late to fix anything Let alone just f**ing save us I don't want to hear them lies I just want them tears to dry I don't think that we should try You never cut off Nathan's ties You still follow him on sites so it's fine (So it's fine) You should just go live your life and I'll live mine [Hook] As much as I just love you I can't be with you Cause your touch is just as tough like I'm a fiend for you Havin' nightmares everyday because I dream for you I know I'll fear it'll never stay, that I see is true And well This is love This is being addicted to every single drug This is witnessing me never gettin' off that rush This is me never givin' them girls all my trust And it's real