Albert b. - Phone Off lyrics

I can't remember when I started this sh** To tell the truth I wish I didn't play a part in this sh** I keep my nose to the profit I got a problem with people Man I been scheming and plotting My pockets still pretty thin And I don't know how to feel about you I'm guilty and sick And when we're talking our conversation is stilted a bit I've been pressing to grow up It's k**ing me quick Couch stuck, sedated I've been spacing a bit I mean to say that when I'm absent minded Vacant inattentive I don't hate you, broken, shaded I've been waiting to quit And as of late my sh** been changing So I stay with this sh** And I don't mean to be dismissive, right But I've been dealing with some sh** No I'm not with the feelings I should stop, but y'all can miss me with it I'm not asking for a lot Cause I'm just trying to get a grip I stake my claim and take my aim and co*k it back And I don't really think I have the words to tell you what the f** is good when you ask So as of late I keep my phone off I been hiding away in the cut quiet I keep to myself high and I'm faded as f** sh** I'm just doing what I can for the moment I'm trying to get sh** popping Crack the canister open I hope you're proud when you see me I'm stressing a bunch It's nothing personal just I don't check my messages much sh** I put that on my momma Haven't spoken in a minute Working on my wrist motion I been posted in the kitchen I know I seem cold and distant Just know its not personal Coughing on mic and spitting I know that I hurt you I'm sorry stupid, I've been and I'll be the first to admit it But I don't know what the f** I'm doing just know that I'm busy And I've been dealing with some stress Trying to make a f**ing dollar I'm just trying to make some sense I'm just trying to pay the rent Told me get it how I live it sh** thats just another question how I see it Put it proper I been dancing with my demons You can tell I haven't been eating by the sag in my pants I stay away from people lately Catch a snag in my plans My hands shaky as f** And the few people I'm keeping close to me know I love them It's not a circle, just a couple of them Still I keep it sealed tight and keep it all tight in the grip I'm indecisive, I'm overthinking, I'm frightened And I don't really think I have the words to tell you what the f** is good when you ask Cause as of now I keep my phone off