Alan Schwartz - Real Life Fantasy lyrics

[Intro] Real life, real life Fantasy, fantasy [Verse 1: Ja Rule] I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger Bright lights, big stages, bad habits Get high, go to prison, and evade taxes This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping f** the mansions, the phantoms, the suites, the cabanas 'Cause none of that matters when the mirror shatters All I see is pieces of me scattered Is it a miracle, or is it madness? Because when I puts it all together it reflects this And this is me About as close you gonna get to insanity, or genius My real life fantasy [Hook: Anita Louise] Is this my life, or am I dreaming I can't lie, I don't believe it Oh, I don't believe it Oh, is this my life? [Verse 2: Ja Rule] The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories I never thought Gotti would leave the game like D-R-E Never thought 'Shanti would ever stop repping the team And how the the f** is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies? If this was '03 I would have told you you was crazy If you told me this is what it would be I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie I thought we were tighter then the Marley's: family But I guess you can't be In an industry that breeds nothing but envy Jealousy, please nobody befriend me! In my real life fantasy [Hook] [Verse 3: Ja Rule] I'm fantasizing about dreaming about a nightmare How weird is this? It seems like somebody just lost their grip on (Real life) Fantasy x4 I'm on more than they're on, c**aine or methadone I'm on this money these b**hes the upper echelon I'm on one, reality's on one It's a thin line, here's to Christian [Hook]