I would always wait for the perfect time But now the time has come and gone I hold onto the memories As though we're still together Longing for the strength to carry on Ever since you've been gone There's not a day that goes by That I don't think of you and ask why I won't get the chance now To tell you goodbye Or how much I lost losing you If you only knew If you only knew Life has many pages Some we wrote together A story I must end alone As I go on without you You'll live with me forever Knowing that one day we'll meet again Up where the rainbows end There's not a day that goes by That I don't think of you and ask God why I won't get the chance now To tell you goodbye And how much I lost losing you If you only knew I won't get the chance now To tell you goodbye Or how much I lost losing you (If you only knew) How much I lost losing you (If you only knew) My friend, how much I lost losing you If you only knew Oh, how much I love you If you only knew How much I love you