Akenya - Disappear lyrics

Chorus: Days disappear I wash up with the tide in my tears Haunted caress of duress blooming into my fears Smoke in my chest from this stress building over the years What did you hear about me? Did it revere or doubt me? Verse 1: I'm insecure in the measure of time Days just betray me and muddle my mind I fall behind I can't rewind the consequences of settling my senses My mental mess keeps me restless making me fall into more foolishness I may unveil to you all of these tales but who will you see when you contemplate me? (Chorus) (Bridge) Verse 2: Some think I'm ruled by the rich and refined Some think I'm lured into leisure divine But if they knew how much I do try to stay grounded with solace resounded Still every time conflict I find this deeply subconscious inertia of mine I may prevail after numerous fails But who will I be when you think about me? (Chorus) Outro: And who will i be when you're thinking about me? would you be better off with or without me? do you believe in me or do you doubt me? doubt me? doubt me? (do you believe in me or do you doubt me? ) who will you see when you're checking me out? (do you believe in me or do you doubt me?) how would you know what my habits amount to? (do you believe in me or do you doubt me?) will you give up on me or can you figure me out? (doubt me? doubt me? doubt me?)