AJR - Turning Out Pt. II lyrics

I am not chosen, or that unique Honestly, you were and you chose me Maybe I f**ed up everything Is this how it feels to be blue? You said you'd love me, no matter what You said you'd love me, is that what I loved? All of these choices messed me up And everyone's mean, except you I think I probably wasn't in love with you I think I probably loved the idea of you And though I may be missing the feel of you I think I probably wasn't in love with you I said it 'cause I no longer wanna hurt I said it back to you 'cause you said it first And though I may be wishing it wasn't true I think I probably wasn't in love, I wasn't in love with you I was too worried how we'd end up I wasn't looking and you grew up Now I'm here writing this dumb song 'Cause I can't even tell you the truth: I think I probably wasn't in love with you I think I probably loved the idea of you And though I may be missing the feel of you I think I probably wasn't in love with you I said it 'cause I no longer wanna hurt I said it back to you 'cause you said it first And though I may be wishing it wasn't true I think I probably wasn't in love, I wasn't in love with you This is gonna break your heart I'm so sorry, yeah I know This is gonna break your heart Is this all that life's about? Trying to love how you turn out I don't love it much at all This is gonna break your heart I'm so sorry, yeah I know This is gonna break your heart Is this all that life's about? Trying to love how you turn out I don't love it much at all I don't love it much at all