AJL2000 - Lost And Found lyrics

[Verse #1] The game made me feel like I was dragged across the ground Then it tossed me down and I was recovered in the lost and found I'm a pro in this game but they treat me like a foster child I had a lot of hope and strength but I think I've lost it now Back in 2011 I wanted to drop a mix tape Wrote a few verses and songs and I was done in 6 days Right when I wanted to record, I stopped and said, "b**h, Wait" These tracks are trash, And I threw them out and I still do that to this day I always feel that when I'm done with tracks they always seem incompetent But I was eager to come out with something and damn, there was no stopping it I never got no compliments or confidence, its nonsense But I never wanted to start dropping it, or copy sh**, the comments I received from my family, were disbelief and sarcasm My sister made me so mad by her negativity id start spazzin' f** man, my heart's had it, I couldn't take it anymore So I quit in 2012 and that left me to open many doors [Chorus] [Verse #2] So it opened many doors for choices of what to do and crap But I thought about it twice and said, "I still want to pursue in rap" So in early 2013 I was back at it again Instead of being "Radio-Friendly" Id rap about attacking f*ggots and then Maybe I'd get some controversy going to get publicity But what's a 13 year old to do when rapping is his only activity I started to say "f** Haters, there is no getting rid of me" Now I'm almost 15, and damn right that saying would stick to me In 2014 I was planning on a project But I was still deciding who I wanted to be and figuring out my concept It was like a video game searching like a conquest But I was getting stuck inside these f**ing cobwebs [Chorus] [Verse #3] So then I decided to take it down a notch Searching on the internet, and then I f**ing found a spot There was a site on the internet called Rap Pad But I didn't tell anyone cause I was afraid of being laughed at Now I'm A Freshman in High School, and rapping is the least of my fears My f**ing style and flow has increased through the years Now I'm so confident, like I might get a mil soon I tell you, and the past me, Liltunes That it's ok to start releasing your rage On the page, it's better than being a beast in a cage It's easy to say, since I've had experience From Discrimination to Writer's Block I've been there, I'm serious So please, god forbid you just sit there delirious Been in the game for 5 years, I think its fair to carry it People come up to me like "Dude I'm questioning, why aren't you famous" I don't know, but thank you for listening