Ajay "Po" P. - Broken Home lyrics

[Verse 1: Rajan] Look, broken dishes on the floor I can hear them arguing through the door Little brother crying and he's screaming in the background Both of them too proud to ever back down But this is what I'm used to Yeah, nobody knows what I've been through You ain't never tied my laces or walked in my shoes Never felt my pain, never sang my blues Imagine living in a house where you think you're the problem Questions in your head but, nobody can solve them Felt like my childhood was drowning in the deep end Step momma only let me home on the weekends For reasons that I never knew The attempt to disown me was nothing new So, nights like this got me feeling all alone This is nothing but the life of a kid growing up in a broken home [Hook: Lykkle Li] Lonely I, I'm so alone now Lonely I, I'm so alone now [Verse 2: Rajan] Look, broken dishes on the floor I can hear them arguing through the door Little brother crying and he's screaming in the background Both of them too proud to ever back down Some days I just want to leave Cause all this is taking a toll on me mentally Jealousy seems like a repetitive melody How'd you go from intoxicated lovers to enemies? Imagine living in a house where somebody hates you Nothing better to do than just laugh and berate you Waiting for the day that they will finally embrace you But they do not care because they can easily replace you I wish I could erase you, from my memory Because the thought of you is suffocating me I can't f**ing breathe, got me feeling all alone This is nothing but the life of a kid growing up in a broken home [Hook: Lykke Li] Lonely I, I'm so alone now Lonely I, I'm so alone now [Verse 3: Rajan] Broken dishes on the floor, I can't take the arguments anymore Little brother crying and he's screaming in the background This time I won't back down Because I feel like I'm going crazy Looking for some help but I'm finding myself lately Tried to take me under when you were supposed to raise me Now all that sh** you said to me really does not phase me Funny how I've become accustomed to all the pain I feel it in my spine and I feel it all through my brain It's bubbling in my blood, It's running down through my veins The thought of the retribution is slowly keeping me sane So I will not give up, I will not succumb, I will not mess up I am not the one, that you can f** with I hate being all alone, I will not be the product of a child growing up in a broken home [Hook: Lykkle Li] Lonely I, I'm so alone now Lonely I, I'm so alone now