Aissa Spades - Faithful lyrics

(Verse 1) And if I get cursed to love again, Ima give my all till my heart No longer comprehends the true meaning, of sacrifice for my art See I, been lost in the store without apparent, vision for ones who could hurt me the most So I drown my bad habits in my lust for freedom, no, alcoholics don't lack for life And my gills bring salvation in the form of honesty And honestly, I'm tryna find that n***a Neemo Grab a bottle of New Jack, then call a n***a Mr.Nino Ten a keys, you split it ten to a key Then attentively proceed to play the chromatic Create symphonies for the woman who'll listen, then proceed to drown in your reason n***a whats your freedom? (Verse 2) Father, im a sinner.... I was wondering, do you hear me.... If I call you, will you answer.... Cus I been going through some things Father, im a sinner.... I was wondering, do you hear me.... If I call you, will you answer.... Cus I been tryna make a way out of no way (Vamp) Don't change, don't change, don't change, don't change Don't change, don't change Will you believe in, do you believe him (x2) (Hook) Not just on Sunday's, I'm Faithful, I'm Faithful, I'm Faithful (Verse 3) Tell people I love em, but they don't seem to remember See memories seem to fade around the time of black September Lost my heart to coldest winters on a sunny day in June Guess that's what I get for falling in love too soon Never felt more evil, while striving to be a better me I never act on vengeance, but my conscious weighs heavily I'm lost and I'm cold, don't wanna ever be alone But when I wanna hear her voice, I can't pick up the phone See soph*more year of college, talked my mother out of suicide The burden of giving all my love leaves me hung and dry I'm always saying “lol”, but never laugh out loud I'd prolly be in love, if I ever truly smiled My anxiety looks like, telling you I'm fine cus I'm big brother Teegee Knowing damn well I'm drowning in the other room Making beats so I can have something tangible to believe in I still need help (Verse 4) Father, im a sinner.... I was wondering, do you hear me.... If I call you, will you answer.... - Cus I been tryna make a way out of no way (Vamp) (Hook)