Agraceful - Stygiophobia lyrics

I know you're not afraid I saw this all close in around you I've played this out in my mind so many times It's too far gone it's all over And we both know that this is the way that it's meant to be In your chest can you feel your own heartbeat racing? And I know you've seen this many times before If this is the end I know that you're breathing I know that you're alive I watched you trembling I heard you calling out for me I watched you screaming in vain And again this time I know that you're breathing I know that you're alive but can you hold your head up now when this is the way that it's meant to be? You're closing your eyes just to feel your heart inside your chest You're closing your eyes just to stay alive So many times I've held it together So many times I've tried for you