Agoraphobic Nosebleed - Self Detonate lyrics

Think that today is the day that I live a new lie a whole new way to piss away a life It must have been something you said about something you heard from someone that read - how to piss away your life I want nothing more than to find a new drug that will love me back and help to piss away my life Throw it all away on a roll of the dice holding nothing back trying to stay high Total f*ckin' self destruction Felony check fraud smoking pot on oxygen still f*ckin' here ain't no one stopping me I spent all the money is that why your here? To f*ckin' threaten me your f*cking kidding me right? I'll laugh in your f*cking face you sorry stupid f*ck I ain't paying you sh** you know I get high as f*ck and when I'm high I'm dumb as f*ck so go get f*cked over again you know you ain't doing sh** Freebase in the face of d**h dead from just above the neck shallow breathing oxygen starved blood poor circulation nerves constrick around the heart