Agonizer - The Birth And The End lyrics

Yes I tortured my love And faked my believes At the time I knew I was wrong Now everything's too late I've made my own faith With my other foot in the grave I have the evidence that the blind can see I have the knowledge that the deaf can hear Nothing comes close to the pain I feel I can't erase the life I failed to live WE'RE BORN TO DIE WHAT WE DO IN THE MIDDLE IS THE WASTE OF TIME IT'S CRUEL I KNOW, BUT THE TRUTH IS NEVER BEAUTIFUL IT HIDES BENEATH THE LIES Yes I changed my believes To the way that they did At the time shame made me cry I've lost self-esteem If it ever was me That I saved from falling in grave Don't be so cruel Hope doesn't know me anymore Even my own grave Is where I dig in the hollow ground How am I supposed to live again? When I can't even avoid to go in hell I have the evidence that the blind can see I have the knowledge that the deaf can hear Now that the end is near I've made the sins To send my sorry arse straight to the hell