After The Burial - My Frailty lyrics

I remember your taste You're the life I gave away Failure wrapped around my neck You're the ghost that held me back Now I am letting go Drowning myself in the frozen waters I feel the words escaping They break from my thoughts and disappear from my mouth They leave behind a taste The taste of failure So familiar it reminds me of you Don't say you'll save my life I never asked you for anything But you wanted more Drowning in your frozen waters I was sinking, you were my frailty Drowning in your frozen waters Don't you say that you'll save my life I'm vanishing I'm giving up on myself Closing my eyes forever Throw my body into the spinning and twisting I bend into something else A catastrophe A murderer of my hopes and dreams This is not my life When winter ends my new life begins Bend and break In pieces I was for you You were my frailty Don't say you'll save my f**ing life