Aeveron - Lament lyrics

Many f**ing disappointments I experienced in my worthless life Only the dominion of loneliness is inhabiting me, like a curse So many days without a smile, just distorted grimaces around me Damned to drag myself on through a desert full of desparation [Refrain] Can somebody please tell me why this is happening to me?!! Please tell me my name! I did forget it forever Alone and deprived of all my value in this world Slowly I'm turning my head towards d**h's door (x2) Suffering from many sores life has slashed into my heart Beloved friends died for f**ing nothing Deep wounds I'm licking but they won't heal Damned to scrape a living of sadness and senselessness (Refrain) My soul is black without a candle illuminating the holes in it Darkness fills my lamed extremities My heart is bleeding from within, f**ing blood! I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes My heart is bleeding from within, f**ing blood! I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes Alone and deprived of all my value in this world Slowly I'm turning my head towards d**h's door (Refrain) I wanted to taste the beauty of love and life But these symbols are vanishing and rotting before me I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope. No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure