Aesthetics Versus Architecture - Liver Giver lyrics

Well here I am again face down in my own pity I don't know who you are Or where I am You're clinching your teeth (And I won't care until I wake up again) I'm starting to see the change taking place in your eyes A grin left carefully clean and deceiving, clean and deceiving He'll never own his right to believing They're always pushing in the other direction He'll never own his right to believing They're always pushing in the other direction A family would ask for more But this what they get I am what they get Mistakes define my very being I am nothing more than a reflection of fathers Mistakes define my very being I am nothing more than a reflection of fathers All I hear is static Please God, come home I am dying And I am alone It's so hard to tell myself Myself, that I don't need you 'Cause I can't breathe without you, without you in my lungs I'm starting to breathe just a little bit slower My lungs are reacting, collapsing to the weight of your hands How can I help myself if I don't know who in the hell I've become? I am not a martyr I am only in this for myself Will you just come home Or am I to drown in my pity Priests and saints will study me as an example of sin Priests and saints will study me as an example of sin It's damn miserable living life in a f**ing lie But we chose our sides, but we chose our sides But we chose our sides, but we chose our sides Priests and saints will study me as an example of sin Study me