Aeon Now - Nothing's All I Know lyrics

I've got this pistol loaded ready for the game but I can't seem to shoot it cause I don't know where to aim but I guess that in the end everything's the same I just want to say I'm sorry for all the faith I lack I just want to see how you look when you turn to face the facts I've got a canvas whiter than a blind eye's gaze I can't seem to stroke it cause I'm limited in paints but I guess that in the end everything's a waste I just need some time to think oh no don't leave me here alone I just want someone to fill in all the lonely space unshown I've got a voice always rememberin' the words I can't seem to sing em cause it don't ring like the birds but I guess that in the end nothing's truly heard I don't need to justify my psychotic reveries I just want to cultivate these sparking new sewn seeds I've got a mind spinning in this ever flow I can't seem to read it cause it tricks and ticks my ego but I guess that in the end nothing's all I know