Adrian Stresow - Pa**ion lyrics

Ain’t at the place that I wish that I was Sacrificing years I could be living it up But I’m never playing with ideas of giving it up Giving my trust harder and harder they hitting me up You gotta go thru a friend if we getting in touch I already barely got the time and ain’t givin enough They all wanna get up close like I’m given em hugs But then they wanna go ghost when I need em for stuff, damn I can’t remember the last time that I slept well But then again if I could then maybe I been failed I gotta work for my food if ima be fed well No one really understands so they can’t help I’m back in it They half in it I’m laughing at All these wack a*s rappers I’m pa**ionate They wanna be me or try to beat me I’m fast with it My bros got me these h**s want me but that s**t is Temporary as snowfall in the wintertime And I ain’t there at the top but I know I’m finna climb Pray to God I’m forgiven for every sin of mine And blessings coming they couldn’t come at a better time Yeah, matter fact I gotta improvise Cause people telling me lies and looking me in the eyes I gotta dip and get my busy minutes minimized I’m tryna live and do this s**t all on limited time I swear I’m busting my a*s My parents prolly embarra**ed of me for cussing in raps And forreal I’d be trippin to think that they’d understand I grew up with everyone saying I can’t Then went to college and skipped like all my cla**es Started writing cla**ics Knew I could make it happen If I just quit holding back Dropped out my family ain’t know how to react I knew what I could be before they ever had my back I don’t know where I would be If I was scared to believe This s**t was really for me And I’ma go down as a legend when they burying me I just knew I had to get it no one carrying me I remember being scared and almost calling it quits Cause at the time I bet my Mom could admit That I was awful as s**t Thinking every single song was a hit But at school they used to call me a b***h So I penned my aggression up in the songs I could rap on this beat for an hour long Ain’t nobody here like me so am I wrong Tell me who’s a man like me to Question God If I get cut I bleed but I’m stayin strong Seems like now that’s the only choice that I got Tryna keep the peace as I see my enemies plot Some days I can’t believe this really my job I just bodied this beat now I’m signing off