Adrian Gamboa - God Speed lyrics

[Verse 1] I wake up day to day believe in God See I'm just blessed to be alive spill my heart out My mind is always racing when its dark out It's hard to focus, soul like Otis, I got these greater motives I'm split between all of my dreams just trying to make them notice I've been working for the past nine years Now that's blood sweat tears I'm trying to face my fears and now I'm here Got a clear view, can't look at the rear view People talk down but really I can't hear you I reminisce on better days before we ever blazed Getting high from all the low times it's hard to celebrate But I sip this liquor try to take it down quicker Because it's a cold world and these times could make you shiver Now, my ex girl we couldn't be together Sometimes the one you love the most not meant to last forever I know i caused so many tears and heart break Deep down my heart ache We used to be in good hands then no all state now listen [Break] God speed Because I need A reason to believe No matter where I'll be [Verse 2] Yeah My father left when I was thirteen, nights I couldn't sleep and felt alone I was Just a young kid, time has pa**ed and now I'm grown Now I'm in my zone working up at home making beats They could feel it in their hearts play my sh** up in the streets So now, we chase the money but there's more to life I'm growing still And if it's dark out I hope you know I'm glowing still Women and parties the liquor that sh** is over k** This from the heart so you know it's real How I feel Try to make my momma proud, I know I've fallen lately Sometimes I wish I had the blueprints to my life like Jay-Z And work it out, like a gym or a rim They're something like a choir how they're f**ing with him So look I take it day to day Hope my problems fade away No more wasting time I stay on track And never stray away Pray that I can elevate and figure out what's coming for me For all the nights I wrote these songs so I could tell my story [Break] [Verse 3] I pray to god to keep me grounded now I'm taking off Cut out from a different cloth, I'm just here to k** em off Sometimes I be tripping dawg Thinking about my life I need to get it together Really I know that these set backs couldn't hold me back ever Because look I grew up At times I screwed up, became a man No father in the picture but still, look where I stand College educated and underrated it's so debated But I'm just trying push the bar up for the times I waited And people ask how I'm doing now and I question intentions How is it that when I started they wouldn't pay attention Now they want to be friends I know they see potential Only got time to write raps and instrumentals So check the mental got way too much on my brain More to this than fame making a name I stay my lane The times change, I never fall or fold now that's not me We keep on running through life, I got this God speed