Adamack - Gotta Believe lyrics

[Verse 1] Just gotta wait I woke up this morning like any other Weird feeling in my heart, teardrop from my left eye dried Trying to hide my pain roots to unknown matter It doesn't matter cuz what doesn't k** you makes you stronger Even though many people know and have showed that statement is false And solve the true meaning of living large While I'm in the scene of tha screaming crowd saying "damn why can't that be me in the dream which I used to believe" Cuz I've seen people's lives rise and vanish like Old Faithfull's steam Nature only flows in the direction which I DONT choose Like I lose, I'll give you a clue about bad luck that is glued to a person named trey Who's life is already mapped out by what older people say Which is a command, an order which I must stand like a waiter But I can't wait for people to make up their minds I was disobedient and created my own sk** When I have mine cremated and being rebuild I'm broken down piece by piece with a fire, 9/11 Body dead local hours, alive at 3 am, opposite of 7/11 I tried to be strong But time seems so long [Hook] I just gotta Believe This is simply A nightmare Cause recently I'm scared For the future of me [Verse 2] It was a obstacle going through the optical elisions given from the way of the hospital I need a doctor that I wouldn't recommend to a friend the feeling of my life coming to an end The first curse is the worst cuz your brain expectations burst and gerst on the nurse and d**h comes to mind with major thirst That's not the best part which comes next is stress from your heart to every lil spot on your body you don't wanna test When The mad doctor with enough shockwaves on the circuit to power NYC for days what will counteract with my brainwaves Hell to the no doc I don't want my heartbeat to stop on the second tic tock Use that on downtown's main street to fry fish and ground meat Ain't that neat and get like a creep in rewind to leave Cause I'll rather die than poison my enzymes and let time laugh While I can't feel over half of my veins and shutdown like a power plant on strike for days [Hook] [Verse 3] Feels like a horror movie cause it's something to Scream 4 But I don't wanna end up like Saw III The black boy always dies but count out me Cuz I'll die the reason for my appointment I'm a delinquent trying to have a achievement in the circle of life The circle of trust I'm out I don't obtain my expected respect Then I crave for it for days, nicotine A hicky on me from a girl that sort of liked me But love loses its path when I'm on the route Its like I'm suit to be alone in the dark I've dart away call it a the bull's eye mark If I could be Iron Man there wouldn't be a Tony Stark I don't know what's next reading the lines of the text But ugh I see a brighter future in tomorrow In my own cosmos no sorrow Message to the holder of my soul go let it be free Let it fly away to better place to become pure Cause these contaminated MC's get me in the marrow of my bones While the new generation born grows up Everybody grab a comb While I roam with my three years here on this home More graceful then a gazelle While I sleep away to the notes of Adele