Adam Linder - Lonesome, No More! lyrics

I've been thinking again About how I tend to fade out Like the stars in the sky When there's too much light down on the ground I disappear without a trace In shame, I try to hide my face Cause when asked to do something great I blend into the crowd I've been sinking again In that dangerous part of my mind The one where hopelessness, envy And self deprecation reside And it pulls me in like I've stepped in sand And each thought I have is a marching band Discordant notes, but with a soldier's stance And so I fight this war I've been lying again To myself and my friends for some time I've been playing this game Where I take a name I get a**igned And I flail my arms, but speak no words I hear guesses, saying "I'm not sure" But when the game is over, and it's not my turn The charade rages on I've been smiling again To strangers I meet on the street Each one has a story A scarring that makes them complete And as they board their bus or ride their train I wonder if I picked their brains If I would find out that we're all the same A people out of love I've been singing again To the dismay of a couple of men They say they've seen it before And I'm looking for pity again I know I may not break into new ground But I'm sure I'm making honest sounds So don't pigeonhole me with that goddamn noun Yeah, keep your adjectives away Now I'm waking up on tile floors And I rest my back on wooden doors And I've laid my head down here before So it's here I'll call my home