Adam Green - What's the reward lyrics

What's the reward for being brave all the time? What's the reward? Do you always miss the point? Even my Lolitas are growing up You gave me life but you can't take it away You found new ways to be disappointed all day Ridden with the burden of a confident man What's it like? That feeling to lose some fans? Pointing ideas that have already been used You only know how to romanticize old news Couldn't last forever, my shadow's past In this case the woman didn't love him back I'm finally in full blosom Finally hit rock bottom Let go of all you don't need Couldn't last forever Not everything's what it seems In this case the woman didn't love him back