Adam Ezra Group - Desperate Plea From The Heart Of A sh**head lyrics

I find myself lost For the first time And all of the moments I had to myself Are now spent picturing you But I am not cross And this ain't a goodbye I am convinced that you one day will realize The pain that you're putting me through Yeah I worked on a farm Met a girl with a charm and a stable We laughed all the time Drank our cranberry wine in a fable And our lips tasted sweet And I loved her as much as I was able But I could not fall When I'd recall How when you and I walked down the street The sky took itself round our heads And all of the people we'd meet Come to laughin the story we said And I just don't know when this will happen again If you are not set intractably forward With you cool boyfriend your job and your home It's a five hour trip if you fly You can come live with me Down here in the basement It's cold in the winter, wet in the summer But I know that we could get by Cause I went into town met a girl in a gown at a bar She was smart, talked about art Drank her champagne and ate caviar We made love in the back Of her stretch cadillac fancy car But I could not fall When I'd recall How when you and I figured it out The time was just space for our breath And we'd tangle and spiral and soar Past the trees that all swayed round our heads And I just don't know when this will happen again If I could just say I know I'm a sh**head I know it was me that went off and left you But I was just anxious and dumb I don't know what I've learned I still march to a dyslexic drummer Maybe I just needed some time to myself To write all the songs that I've sung Yeah I've travelled throughout This whole world lived without and within Read newspapers and books Learned how heroes and crooks lose and win I even tried me some d**, and I still ain't found love Then again I start to fall when I recall You and I standing alone With the glowing sun closing its eyes As we'd melt into one in the dark And make our own mountains and skies And my beat up guitar sounds like rain As it pours out the soul of the world Which is filled with regrets and mistakes And the hearts of a fella and girl And it all breathes in time to this song And flashes of blistering red It will find you wherever you are And wrap itself round both our heads And I just don't know when this will happen again