I found an old photograph today I dusted it off and put it back in place That's part of the heeling Wherever you are I hope you're fine I took it hard and it took some time, but I'm finally dealing, I really mean it And I'd give anything just to let you know, that I carry you everywhere I go But the pain and the tears and the wish you were heres were to heavy a load Impossible for me to hold So I'm letting go Still finding the pieces of me under the rug, still trying to fill the hole that you opened up But I'm getting better, I'm coming together And I'd give anything just to let you know That I carry you everywhere I go But the pain and the tears and the wish you were heres were to heavy a load Impossible for me to hold So I'm letting go And I carry you everywhere I go And I won't forget loving you when I get old And I'd give anything just to let you know that the pain and the tears and the wish you were heres were to heavy a load Impossible for me to hold Ohh I miss you so But I'm letting go